Healing and Prayers Abound...

March 4, 2009.

Aum Namah Shivaya,

I had Darshan this evening and took a picture of my dear friend and brother/sister in Divine Jeff Bader to Amma for blessings. When we stopped in on Bill and Jeff for one night on our way to the Faerie Gathering in Portland, we came to learn that Jeff has been diagnosed with Lou Gehrig's Disease (ALS). I shared with him the power of Amma's sankalpa (resolution) and asked if he would be willing to allow me to take a picture of him to Amma for blessings and sankalpa. He did provide me with a picture of himself that I took to Mother today for blessings. This was only my second Darshan since being here in Amritapuri (just over a week now). A lot of people go up for Darshan 2-3 times a week. I am not feeling that "needy" for Darshan, but there are a few things that I needed to do. I needed to take Jeff to Mother's embrace for sankalpa with this ALS that has invaded his being. Amma took me to Her bossom and gave me a very beautiful Darshan which felt more like it was for Jeff than for me. I tried to become as empty as possible - an empty vessel for the power of Her sankalpa to reach Jeff on a cellular level. My hope and prayer is that it worked. Amma whispered in my ear in Punjabi (she was not told this time that Punjabi is my mother tongue), "My darling son, my darling son, Ma...ma...ma..."

Jeff...I hope that these powerful healing vibration reaches you and that you are open enough to receive the boons of Amma's Grace.

Now, I am off to bed so that I can rise early as tomorrow morning is my Rahu-Ketu Puja in the Kalari at 5am and then at 6pm my Shiva Shakti Puja. I am gearing myself up for these two Pujas tomorrow and want to ensure that I have a good night sleep and am as alert and prayerful as possible to heal and transform my future and the future of some of my biological family as well as other relations.

Aum Namah Shivaya...