Learning and Judgement and Happiness...

March 6, 2009

Aum Amriteshwaryai Namah...

I feel really good today! It has been a relaxing day as Mother doesn't do any Darshan programs or anything today (Friday). She will be coming out soon (6:30pm) for Bhajans (devotional hymns). That is always something to look forward to. Watching Amma in Divine Ecstacy is so powerful in its own right.

I had my Malayalam class today and that felt really good. It seems that I am now starting to recognize letters without constantly referring to my book for the sound that is associated with the character. I am sounding words out on my own and then Celine tells me what the meaning of the word is. Slowly but surely my vocabulary will be increased. It's a little bit of a tough language to follow. I am so glad that I have Punjabi behind me though. I am often writing things in Punjabi script as well so that I can get the pronounciation proper.

I took my vedic astrology chart to Gitamba for a follow-up session as several things that Mohan told me didn't seem quite correct. It became really clear to me very quickly, that Mohan was in a place of judgement as he picked up that I am gay. Typical of an Indian insecure male. Ultimately, what Gitamba said was the same as what Mohan said (the root of it all), it's just the WAY in which it was said was completely different today from Gitamba and it was really great! The information has actually sunk in. I was explaining to someone afterwards, that I felt that the root seed was the same, but the colour, fragrance and look of the flower was quite different.

I am excited to be going to Thiruvalla tomorrow with Amma for a one-day program. That should be interesting. The buses leave at 2pm tomorrow from the Ashram and the Program is about 45 mins. away (apparently). I shall write more after that experience.

Aum Namah Shivaya...